1804 - Napolean Bonaparte was proclaimed Emperor of France
1860 - The Republican Party nominated Abraham Lincoln for President
1927 - The Ritz Hotel opened in Boston
1986 - "Singin' in the Rain" closed at Gershwin Theater NYC after 367 performances
1996 - Chris and I stood before our friends and family and were proclaimed husband and wife.
We both had to do a double-take when we realized that today marks18 years of us being married. That's a really, really long time. We've been together longer than it took us to graduate high school. Longer than we waited to drive. Longer than Judge Judy has been on TV.
I love those couples where it just "works" - those #stillmadlyinlove #moreinloveafteralltheseyears couples, where marriage is effortless and the time flies because they are having so much fun. I am in awe of those couples. I think we use to be one of those couples, but somewhere along the way marriage got hard. There have been moments in the past 18 years where we did not like each other and moments where we didn't like ourselves. There have been disagreements. There have been nights where we went to bed mad and really just needed a good night of sleep before we could speak to each other. There have been fights about money and mornings where we woke up on the wrong side of the bed. There have been misunderstandings and there have been mistakes.
It has not been 18 fabulous years of constant bliss or 18 years where I've loved every moment. It's been 18 years of learning to communicate and work together as a unit, raising kids who aren't always easy to raise, and committing to love another person who isn't always easy to love.
So I don't celebrate our anniversary today because of the fairytale it has been. I celebrate today because even though it hasn't been easy, we're still together, still committed, and still determined to love each other and figure out what that looks like in this ever-changing world and in our ever-changing lives. I celebrate because we're still here, when it would have been easier at times to walk away. I celebrate because it's actually been the storms and the strong winds that have made us grab a hold of this life together and grow our roots stronger. It has been the hard moments that have made us consciously look at each other and say, "I still choose to love you, and I'm not going anywhere."
Happy Anniversary, Chris. 18 on the 18th. Thanks for navigating this life with me -- sometimes knowing where we are going and sometimes just being lost with me. I'm glad you're here by my side -- I wouldn't want it any other way.